[Meet me after dark again and I'll hold you
I am nothing more than to see you there]


It’s been so long... so long since I last saw you. The pain it’s causing me to be away from you is almost unbearable. I have to do it, no matter what. Though, you never seem to leave my mind.
God, I miss you. I miss being in your arms. That always made me feel safe.


[And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn]


When is this fucking war comming to an end?!
I wish you were here. With me. Instead of somewhere on a fucking battlefield.
You know what I can’t stop thinking about? What it would be like to have you here.
How long has it been? About a month, Hermione told me. I can’t believe it’s that short! It feels like an eternity.


[If only night can hold you
where I can see you, my love
Then let me never ever wake again]


I wish I remembered the exact shade of your grey eyes. The image always seem to fade away when I try. It’s been so long, too long.
All my memories seem to dissapear in the shadows. They tell me that I would be better off forgetting you.
How could I forget the one person I love the most?
The pain is tearing me appart. How long will I make it without your body pressed closed to mine?


[And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn]


I wonder how it would be to just leave all of this behind and run away with you. Could I possibly fail all my loved one’s, just for a glimpse of happiness? Would I be able to do something so egocentric?
Would you hold me as I cried for everything, everything I didn’t do?
I don’t even remember why I’m doing this anymore. Everything is so hopeless. We’ll loose the war, won’t we?
Everyone is trying to tell me that it will all be okay, but how can I believe them, when all I hear at night is their cries for help?
So much blood has been shed for this. I don’t know what I’m supposed to fight for anymore. It’s all hopeless.


[Somehow I know that we can’t wake again from this dream
It's not real, but it's ours]


I dream of you, you know. Every single night. I dream of you dying and me just standing there, helplessly watching it happen before my very eyes.
Wishing you could comfort me and tell me that it’s all going to be okay, but somehow I know that it isn’t possible anymore.
I cried when Hermione told me. At first I didn’t believe her, you promised to never leave me, to never let me go.
How could you die and leave me all alone in this cold world, Dray?
Now there is nothing keeping me alive. You were my only reason, the only one I would live for.


[Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away
We'll be lost before the dawn]


I remember your last letter. You told me that Voldemort seemed to believe that he had spies within his ranks, but that you were completly sure he would never suspect you. That wasn’t true, was it?
You knew, you just simply must have.
A promise. You made me promise to do this, all of this. How could I even live without you by my side?
You promised to stand by me through life and in return, I would live by your side.
You didn’t keep your promise, why should I?


[Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away]


I defeated the Dark Lord today. As I stood in the cheering masses, amoung a road of corpses and blood, there was one face missing. Yours.
Life didn’t go as planned. At all.
I’m sorry, Darling, I can’t keep the promise. I can’t live without you.
Hopefully, we’ll meet again. In the world of the people who’ve past on to the other side.
Only one more night, one more night with the people who I’ve called family for so many years. Then in dawn, we’ll meet again in the Valley of Death.
Till then, I love you and I dream about you every night.


[We'll be lost before the dawn]